moving on

its time.. after 495days, its time to move on.. i tried to hold on to something tat i tot will work out, but nonetheless, things ain't going the way it should.. its not a complain, mayb juz that we r not doing things the right way..

i am letting it go, cos its too tiring and i need to lift the burden off my heart and continue with dis journey called "life", alone.. i can no longer lift up tat 4 facial muscle of mine to smile tat easily anymore, but i will come to terms with it, or somehow manage it.. its a selfish decision, i know, and i sincerely apologise for it..

hope u will be able to put it aside and move on, like i will learn to do so as well..

emo

once again, the emo days r here..

i tink i need a break from all dis life sucking experience..

i juz dun understand why is it tat hard for pple to understand me..

or y is it i am to spend so many lonely days and nites alone, tinking y am i alone..

but dis time, the sufferings are real, and its here to stay..

i need to break out, break free and break loose..

i desperately need a change in my life..

i am choosing, to run..

to run away..

Running

it makes me wet

it makes me smile
it makes me feel shiok

it takes my mind off from work

it brings the breeze back on my face

it takes my mind off from things thats spoiling my mood

at least temporarily, and i am enjoying every moment running

recently, i manage to find a fren who stays nearby to run together, LONG distances.. he training for Standard Charter Marathon, so i am sort of training with him, although i am not going for the marathon, its 1 day before my last day of exams.. sian.. but nonetheless, i hav fallen for running (not the NUS slopes or the muddy MacRitchie path pls).. haha..

TGIO

Kent Ridge Hall annual Inter Block Games' "Thank God Its Over", in short, IBG TGIO..

performance by our very own rockers, and prize presentation to the deserving blks.. as i mentioned b4, our blk swept 15 out of 17 trophies, thus, bring home the overall champion trophy as well.. for the 9th time in 11 years.. woohoo~the first set, comprising of charlotte, joel, tim, rachel tan, gerald..the last set, comprising of trannies! omg.. haha.. and lastly they roped in the real gals, lishi, charlotte, shili..

me with the trophies..

the final year frens, can now retired, happily..

trying my hand to get an artistic shot with my digital camera.. not bad lah huh, got the focus on the trophies and the blurry image of those behind.. the men and women of E-blk tat made all dis possible.. u get the idea.. hee..

another artistic shot.. but dis time too close liao.. so the focus not really there.. haha.. but i kinda like the strong glow (due to the auto flash) on the floorball man.. haha.. brings out the main point afterall.. yay..finally E-blk, Sports-cum Family Block!

p.s. we did it once again, not by pure luck, but by determination and training and hardwork all everyone in E-blk.. we are truely a sports, and family block.. cos, even in dis tough times, no one was left behind in their rooms.. everyone encouraged each other on and on, supported each other on and on, thus completing our blk..

p.p.s.s we did it once again, celebrating our win with the blasting of the song "We Are The Champions" by the Queens, so tat the whole KR will remember tat, we, E-blk, are the champions.. haha.. such is arrogence, but hey guess wat.. oni cos we got the quality den can do such stunts one ok.. haha.. others arh, NO CHANCE! lalala.. ^^

KR DnD 07/08

"are u game" was the theme.. and yap, our table went in MONOPOLY..

me --> giant shoe

amanda --> giant hat

rachel tan --> giant car

dinah --> hotel

aiping --> house

yaozong --> jail

junli --> chance card, get out of jail free

wilson --> electric company

ron --> monopoly man

tim --> MIA.. haha..

the experience was insane man.. haha.. we were all down to make our props, like rag, and of cos out to win, cos our props were really big.. we even hired lorry to help us send down our props to the S'pore Swimming Club..

to top it off, we even had a SECOND costume.. haha.. yap.. cos we cannot wear the props while eating dinner mah.. so we turned out in GEEKY KIDS who play the MONOPOLY.. haha..

the most beautiful pple of E-blk.. Adrian the manhunt, and Lishi, the pageant, who won Ms KR..

but of cos, the best costume din come to us.. it went to B and D blk tables of StarWars and Shrek.. disappointment as it is, but oh well, wat to do when the judges are from B and D blk, and din even bother see us put on our props when they were supposedly walking ard to judge the best dressed table..

nonetheless, it was fun taking all the pics in the crazy costumes we were in.. hahahaha..

I love E-Blk

We are full of london bridges.. Even our girls can form a army with neat rows of 3..
We can find all sorts of reason juzt to do a E-blk Woosshhh..
We go ard encouraging each other, no matter wat the occasion is..
We live together, eat together, play together..

We win together..Savouring the IBG victory of 15 champions out of the 17 dis yr.. wat a golden era!

Chem Eng DnD - 1st SEP 2007

yap, supported the bi-annual Chem Eng DnD, for Huiyian, Jac, Hong Wei, Liang Han, Adeline, Wei Li, Bing Xiang, Zhi Wen, Qiu Rong, Bing Xing, Yong Kai, Heng Hong are in the organising committee..

yap, good guess, majority are from my class de.. haha.. and almost everyone fron the same clique de.. haha.. from going to tutorials, labs, projects, etc etc all do together, share things, so yar, i guess the oni little tat i can do is to go support them for this event they painstakenly organised..

the theme was ORIENTAL, yet the MOST IN FASHION now is like EUROPEAN style lah.. haha.. i tried to combine the two together, and ended up neither here nor there.. hahaha..

*more like retro sia.. oh well, nvm lah, look good can liao.. hahahahah

cam whore time! haha.. eh, i seldom dress up one ok, so really gotta take more pics, esp when the others are aso so dressed up! haha..

The dance part coming in oni when after the dinner, majority of us went down to Double O to chiong lah.. haha.. cheers to squeezing almost 7 pple in a pic in the crowdy crowded club..

to grow or not to grow..

had a little goooooatie for quite some time.. den shaved it off for Chem Eng DnD.. dunnoe should grow again anot..

den now facing ANOTHER hairy issue.. my hair.. to keep n grow long (for the F4 look), or snip it short n cool (like Brad Pitt)?! hahahaha..


comments anyone?!

*ok, i got to admit tat i am abit the narcistic lah.. haha.. so many pics of myself.. well, its got something to do with me having a camera phone, and i can get really bored while queueing for something, or on the long bus ride home mah.. hee..

Lance Wedding Pics

finally here comes the photos.. 3 months late, but nonetheless, sweet memories!

i love military weddings.. the grand-ness tat none other events can hav, the smart-ness of uniforms none can compared, and the sweet-ness of moments desired to be savoured by all..